Venerable Dhammajīva Thero surfaces in my consciousness during those moments when the spiritual landscape feels excessively fashionable and clamorous, and I am merely attempting to recall my original motivation. I cannot pinpoint the moment I grew exhausted by spiritual "innovation," but the clarity of that exhaustion is sharp this evening. It mig… Read More

Bhante Pesala shows up in my head when words matter too much and also not at all, when I’m tired of sloppy thinking but scared of becoming rigid. The reason Bhante Pesala is on my mind this evening is that I once again noticed my own vagueness. I was caught saying things like "I basically understand," or "it’s something like that," without ever… Read More